Making Anthills Into Mountains,,,

I think I have reached somewhat of a stall. Guess what, it's my fault! I just finished my psychiatric evaluation, and only have 1 more visit to my Doc for the 6 month weight management program. For the last month I have been sabotaging myself with my eating habits. I have lost a total of 56.8 pounds, now I know this is good, but as I get closer to the insurance finish line, I 'm getting scared. Maybe I can do this, maybe I can't, I don't know. People keep telling me I don't need this surgery, I've lost this much weight by myself. So...the self doubt issues surface. I know I am rambling, so please excuse me for this!

I just have one request...as we keep praying for our brother Bob, keep guys like me (I know there are other's out there!) in your prayers also!

Have a great week!